Sunday, January 23, 2011


Thought I'd update this since I've been AWOL, MIA, and other syllogisms which excite your fancy. Busy life or so I'd say and I've managed to keep enduring though some aspects continue to linger. Still not smoking but I slip up when in certain company. Still exercising and over eating though I think at this point I'm just eating often because I haven't the time or the desire to be uncomfortable. Anyways, enough about me and my exuberant life of benevolence, malevolence, dissidence, hesitance and suspense. I feel compelled to share a little exert from a post mandated by a lulling course I've subjected myself to:

Cheating in Sport

I think that cheating in sports is inevitable. Because of the high demand for a competitive edge then individuals will seek all alternatives and prospects which pose an opportunity to excel. I'm reluctant to condone a zero-tolerance mentality because I understand that the world is not black and white. Authorities have the intentions of eliminating the use of substances which are shown to be harmful to those who use them. However, the verdict is still out for a lot of nutrient substitutes, stabilizers and a kaleidoscopic plethora of other 'legitimate' enhancers. I think the term 'drug' is pretty elusive and subject to interpretation seeing as the dominant criteria which connotes inclusion is based on conglomerates who endorses and receive revenue from such classifications. Therefore, I say continue to investigate and hash out the harmful effects of substances athletes ingest and continue to reprimand those for emancipated transgressions but remain weary of fraudulence too. You are what you eat and if you've gotta 'supplement' to keep up then maybe there is something wrong that you aren't addressing; which is to find contention in your calibre of performance and don't take it out on yourself so much. Pertaining to 'doctoring' your equipment, I say regulations mandate the criteria and to thwart this is an act of anarchy; fore shame, for shame. You know we are LIVING IN A SOCIETY!

Fans are indifferent because they are fanatical and selfish, void of empathy and compassion; loyalty is a rarity, opinions vary and what people say and do have vast incongruity. In a disposable society we throughout the razor who has lost its edge and look for the next best thing; sad really but life ain't fair and all we can do is try not cry or go awry.

Gamesmanship versus Sportsmanship are nice fuzzy terms to illustrate if one plays a game versus if one plays a sport. If you've read my short diatribe about contrasting the two then you'll know that sports are about competition and deduce that games are about recreation aka fun. Thus, is it ironic that these terms are paradoxical or at least contrary to what they're to represent. I know gamesmanship is supposed to infer an emphasis on winning the game and sportsmanship is supposed to emphasize being a good 'sport' but I do find it uncanny. Nonetheless, my experience revolved about discerning these two terms and remembering that sportsmanship relate to games and gamesmanship relate to sports.

So as you see I succumbed to my tendency to overuse my vocabulary and conjunctive articulation. Hence, I'm not going into research and prefer people to paper. Though both seem to be the bane of my existence these days. Nonetheless! PROGRESS and DIGRESS!

Wednesday, January 12, 2011


Greetings one and all. I've been swayed to do a little update and thought I would talk about nature vs. nurture since I've started a cool book emphasizing nature (i.e. the dynamics of genes). So I have managed to endure the grueling process of quiting smoking. Have relapsed on occasion but still manage to remain a non-smoker. Been exercising mostly everyday; a one hour routine of cardio and calisthenics. Also been eating a lot in a ploy to gain weight. Gained a good five pounds with five as an indicator of improvement and a final goal of another ten. School started, last semester and looking for a job once volunteering expires. I'm intentionally being kinda elusive because well . . I don't sincerely care about people anymore or at least these days. I'm dead inside and here for the ride, till time turns the tide I will not confide.

Anyways Nature versus Nurture . . the latter impacts the former. They aren't mutually exclusive but we are the manifestation of our genes and proteins and it seems that the external impacts the internal in a symbiotic relationship. Congruently, is it the energy in the light-bulb which aids me to see or is the the light-bulbs certain conductive properties which brightens my night? Is it the source of the light or is the composition just right.
I put on my genes and they were a little loose but that's okay because I'm a little baggie these days and don't need to fit the cliche just yet. I'll get the dress-shirt, dress-pants, lasik and gel when I leave this hell where I wish I could be saved by the bell. The life comes with the salary which comes with the scene, serenity oh so serene. See what I gleam as I dream and keep keen. In the mean time .. fuk U:
Cee Lo Green - Fu c k You